I don't know what it is about today, but I just can't seem to pick myself up. I've just constantly been beating myself up, and not even just with the tattoo's i did today, but everything. My physical, emotional, and work related self. I've just been down. I don't know. What really made it worse was the two tattoos i did today. and yeah, i know that nothing that i pump out is going to be great right now, let alone good. The clients were very happy with them, but i just sat there and nit picked myself to death over it. I feel like a crap tattoo factory. I know its a process, i know im going to suck for quite some time, i know that im not just going to be "Poof! IM GREAT!" I get it, and usually im just fine with that, but not today. I struggled with my lines, i struggled with the colors and shading, i struggled with myself. I need to stop doing this. I know tomorrow, I'll be just fine, and come back in with a smile on my face and a positive attitude. I dont know...today just sucks.
Im such a Debbie Downer. lol.
Here's one of the tattoo's. I forgot to take a picture of the other, as i was rushing to tear down my station to set up for this one..slapped myself in the forhead for forgetting to take a picture. ah well.. luckily she works at the Circle K that i regularly go to, so i can get one later.
Learn from it. PMA.
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